hello people.
i feel so horrible. -.-
a little better than yesterday, a little worse. blarghh.
woke up, dammit, dammit, dammit. the first person i thought of was nicole. yups, nicole.
i'm not crazy or anything but umm, something happened. the other morning in school during assembly, nicole was telling me about what happen when she woke up. guess what? it happened to me!!!
i'm like bloody shit. dammit man, dammit!
do you have any idea how hard it is to be an adolescent female? my holy god, it's damn troublesome. and it really makes me wonder how fully grown women actually cope with all the crap. urggh, damn it.
ohkayy, i'm not gonna go further and be more detailed about whatever that happened this morning as it makes me so upset. my gawdddd. so i shall just skip that part of my today. hmmm, let's see. i cleaned my room a little here and there, then syafiee messaged me. hahhaa. then i ate by forced (again) and watched mtv for like an hour and uhh, yeah, basically that's it and now i'm blogging. ouuuh. bored huh? that's life as a schooling teenager.
wake up, shower, go school, study, go home, shower, eat, sleep, wake up, shower, go school, study, go home, shower, eat, sleep and the patterns continue. i mean, it's much more detailed than this but uhh, it's just drafting.
you know what, mood swings. i hate mood swings! they make me feel horrible! like dammit man, dammit. i just don't get it. urgggh!
you know, last night i was having this death conversation with my brother. firstly, i don't know why we were actually talking about it and secondly, it was all rubbish.
umm, i think it was something like this.

brother: oi, what happen to you?
me: sick lah, stupid.
brother: hahaha. ohh, not dying soon ar?
me: WTH? shuddup lah you.
brother: hahaha. ohkay, ohkay. eh, you know if i were to die, i think i'd die of boredom. i mean, i've been hit by cars and taxis and even stupid lorries like a few times and i'm still alive. what you think?
me: (stare) good for you. hmm, i think if i were to die, i'd die of you.
brother: alamak.

yeahh. this is how irritating your life is with a brother who always talks rubbish. crappp. but uhh, deal with it. it's not that bad. heh. uhh, ohkayy. i don't really know what else to type here. ahaha. err. yeah, basically, this is it. i gotta find a new word. basically is like... basically? idk. i think it's old.
ohkayy, buhbyee.


& i can see it in your face, you want me permanently.