hello there.
i'm gonna finally say how the hell i feel inside right now, especially about you. you know something, i can't bend to your expectations. if you choose to love me, then love me with all my imperfections. not for some image of your own design. you always talk about me, me, me. how about you? you have to stop blaming everyone but yourself. you're good at that, but you've got to stop. you have to.
bloody shit lah. i'm sick and tired of being blame all the time. i made one mistake and you have to blab about it all the time. what's your real deal huh? making girls feel bad? i'm sick and tired of being pushed around all the time, i'm not a ball and if you're looking for the most perfect girl, get a barbie. she's perfect for everything.
you guys are just ungrateful. you take girls for granted.
you want her, you have her, you got her, you dump her. WTF man. i'm just fucking pissed lah. it's been 3 months and 13 days. thank God it ended there. it's not a regret, but it might be a mistake. things happen for a reason, i can accept that. but you, so stubborn and self-centered. i cannot accept that, at least not anymore. i've been patient for too long, and i've got my own limits. you cross the line, you pay for it.
and oh, please, i'm begging you on my knees, find yourself another line. dammit! i'm sick and tired of hearing and reading you saying or typing all the time, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. what the hell do you wanna fuck man? oh my hell lahhh.
oh, p.s. i don't blame my friends for hating you so much. they had the right too.
final goodbyes, i won't cry anymore.


& trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.